Alot has happened since my last blog. And a lot hasnt happened.
I often wonder if I am the only person who feels like I can have a perfectly normal day, perform all of my duties and still inside, be so unsatisfied...still feel so tormented, that i dont know how to solve my own inner angst.
And i know like, most people...if i dont address my angst, then everything else suffers.
After all, isnt it for me to solve?
i've contemplated deleting this blog and then i've decide to renew it...because at the time i started it, my life felt ridiculously close to how it feels now. i'm easily overwhelmed, i have alot of anxiety and i'm not taking care of my own self. the hardest part for me now is that i know the difference. i know what its like to feel strong mentally, emotionally and physically...and yet i feel incapable of making some of that happen.
i'm back because i need this blog to transfuse me...again...
1 comment:
too true! I face that everyday and everyday I try to quiet the angst. At times I can and other times it roars for me to pursue that which was never pursued.
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